Every dawn that enters I get so sad. Every night that leaves me I get so mad.
Everyday I crave for the night for I no longer fear your sight.
I miss the numbness on my thighs as you gently overtake me with your essence. Inch by inch you envelop me and let me know you are present.
You pleasure me! You levitate me!
I can sense you in the deepest corners of my being. So endearing!
My breath becomes more rapid as you whisper in my ear. There’s no fear. You’re here!
My soul soars with yours to other realms, to other dimensions. I now live for those sessions.
Everynight to you I will succumb. It’s a dream I never want to wake from.
You are the sleep I want to always start. It was you my love who had to depart.
This earth treated you so badly. The plane, the crash and you left me so sadly, so abruptly.
Only in the night can you return to pleasure me, and to love me.
You’re no longer in flesh yet you remain so faithful and for that I shall always be grateful.