My name is Guadalupe Macias but you can call me Guady. I am 51 yrs fabulous and mother to a budding 22 year old actress. I am a physician with a passion for writing that was sparked when I was 9 yrs old and my 2nd grade teacher gave the assignment to write a poem. My blogs are about various topics but all connected with the thread of love. Love for the arts, self-love, love for life, love of nature, love of the flesh and love that’s goes beyond this realm. Why? Because of love.
I wish I had been told how it would be when I got this old.
I would really have let myself feel more love. In my condition the time left is just not enough!
They say I am not someone they can save. They say I should plan for my grave.
I really thought I had time to live some more!
But with work as my priority I never explored what love could have offered me?
I made no friends and I have no family
I have a weak heart and I can barely breathe. I’m dying alone and will then be 6 feet beneath.
During my life I could buy it all; cars, houses, fancy clothes from the mall.
Oh there were some that tried to get close to me. I couldn’t trust them though because they wanted to steal from me.
Oh so I thought
I wish I could return everything I bought
Just to have at least one friend
To hold my hand now at the end
Last breath I shall take right now
If only I could do it all again somehow
Happy New Year my beautiful readers. What will we do different this year? While we plan to make more tangible riches let’s not forget about the riches of the soul- peace, integrity, contentment. Money can buy many things but it can’t buy us more time at the end.Live life well! Sending you love and hugs from Brooklyn.
The numbers are rising. Wear a mask cause this is real. Get the booster to get 80% protection. Trust me getting Covid when vaccinated you do way better than if not vaccinated. I work in the medical field. Very sad indeed. Getting sick and recovering is preferred to getting sick and dying without friends or family in a hospital. These are the facts.