I wish I had been told how it would be when I got this old.

I would really have let myself feel more love. In my condition the time left is just not enough!

They say I am not someone they can save. They say I should plan for my grave.

I really thought I had time to live some more!

But with work as my priority I never explored what love could have offered me?

I made no friends and I have no family

I have a weak heart and I can barely breathe. I’m dying alone and will then be 6 feet beneath.

During my life I could buy it all; cars, houses, fancy clothes from the mall.

Oh there were some that tried to get close to me. I couldn’t trust them though because they wanted to steal from me.

Oh so I thought

I wish I could return everything I bought

Just to have at least one friend

To hold my hand now at the end

Last breath I shall take right now

If only I could do it all again somehow

Last sigh

Goodbye

Happy New Year my beautiful readers. What will we do different this year? While we plan to make more tangible riches let’s not forget about the riches of the soul- peace, integrity, contentment. Money can buy many things but it can’t buy us more time at the end. Live life well! Sending you love and hugs from Brooklyn.

Guady G