If only I could buy some time

I wish I had been told how it would be when I got this old.

I would really have let myself feel more love. In my condition the time left is just not enough!

They say I am not someone they can save. They say I should plan for my grave.

I really thought I had time to live some more!

But with work as my priority I never explored what love could have offered me?

I made no friends and I have no family

I have a weak heart and I can barely breathe. I’m dying alone and will then be 6 feet beneath.

During my life I could buy it all; cars, houses, fancy clothes from the mall.

Oh there were some that tried to get close to me. I couldn’t trust them though because they wanted to steal from me.

Oh so I thought

I wish I could return everything I bought

Just to have at least one friend

To hold my hand now at the end

Last breath I shall take right now

If only I could do it all again somehow

Last sigh

Goodbye

Happy New Year my beautiful readers. What will we do different this year? While we plan to make more tangible riches let’s not forget about the riches of the soul- peace, integrity, contentment. Money can buy many things but it can’t buy us more time at the end. Live life well! Sending you love and hugs from Brooklyn.

Guady G

Chirp ch

On the street I saw you there right by my feet stricken with despair with what you did meet out of nowhere.

I started to cry. Why did you die? Mortality was your reality. But why?

They didn’t like your singing or the joy you were bringing so with bitter hearts right in mid-flight they played their parts in stopping your light.

They beat you down with not even one frown, leaving you to rot alone on the street where we did meet.

Don’t let the haters bring you down. Keep moving and elevate yourself higher with self-love. Soar baby soar! You can accomplish anything and everything you set your mind on.

With much love from Brooklyn Guady G. I send you hugs and more hugs. Muah! Happy Friday. Have a great weekend.

I’m Broken

I’m broken. Why doesn’t anyone seem to care? All they do is stop, look and then stare.

I used to be intact until one day I fell apart. No one asks why! Does anyone have a heart?

Nobody cares and everyone walks on by. I’m broken with fragments at the mercy of passerby.

You see your reflection in every tiny piece of me. You threw me down, stepped on me, crushed me

All the while hoping you would disappear. But now look at me! You are still here!

In every tiny piece you are there. I see you looking with despair.

I’m broken because you were never whole. Discard me. Keep thinking you have control.

I was broken and now I am done! You are broken and your mind is gone!

I love writing from different perspectives. Anyone know from who’s or what’s? The mind is precious. Please handle it with care. Love you my fellow bloggers. Guady G

Arghh Work

Heading back to work

No more sleeping late

No more learning how to twerk

Perhaps I meet someone new

Who isn’t an insensitive jerk

I will admit I loved just being home

Watching Star Trek with Captain Kirk

No one telling me what to do

No one around me going berserk

But money must be made

Hopefully with some extra perk

But seriously I love being a doctor

And I’m glad to be back at work

Who else also loves their job? I’ve been off work since 2/2021 so getting back into the grind is a bit tough but I do it for my patients.