Feeling so lost!


I’m lost in this maze
Without focus
Without direction
My increasing fright only making me have less sight.

Who are you to beseech all of me? You are superfluous.

You are zero!
You are not the one!
You’re not my hero and you’re definitely not the sun!

I will walk out of your shadow.
I am alive. I must be me.
I’m not afraid to be alone with the unknown.

I’ve found my way out of this maze you created for me. Good bye.

Thank you for all your support.
Guady G

No More!

I thought you had truly changed. Silly me! I guess I’m deranged. You are still the same and I the fool to blame.

I hate you, I loathe you oh I still love you.

You’re an ass. You are crass. This time I think I’ll pass. I don’t need you anymore. I chose you to ignore. I will rip you from my core. There’s an entire world to explore!

So this time I will walk away. There’s nothing left to say. Tomorrow is a new day. I might be sad and perhaps a bit mad but deep inside, I am glad.

I choose to let you be engrossed in your own stupidity. One day to will see, how your life unfolds without me.

So go away! Leave me now. You don’t deserve me for you broke our vows.

Time to let go of the past and move forward. You matter! You are wonderful.

With all my love Guady G
Hugs from Brooklyn

Want to join me?


Winnebago, Winnebago, Winnebago
Is the sound made by my bed
Once upon a time, it was us together
Now it’s just me alone instead

Your sorries go to the dumbwaiter.
And don’t bother calling me later.
You are not worthy of me any longer.
Your absence has made me stronger.

I believed in your words. How silly!
Would I ever let you come back? Not really!

I have found myself to love.
I am a woman. I am sufficient. I am enough!

So prego.

Never ever forget your own worth.
With Love Guady G

That integral moment when. . .

when you’re sure you have found the special one.

You blink your eyes and he’s gone.

He did utter catch you later but perhaps I should have asked “when?” Next week? Next year? Perhaps he meant another lifetime.

How could a union that felt so real be nothing more than a ruse? He’s gone and I’m left confused

Without any explanation, without any hesitation, he left. Not right!

It must have been a dream..
That darn moment!

Love always
Guady G