Sleepless at night missing my knight
My head in a daze through these endless days
My fault for worshipping you as some idol. Was blinded to you being there but idle.
A relationship takes two. Thought you wanted that too.
Now you’re gone and I feel so bare. Overwhelmed with so much to bear.
Don’t even think of coming back here. Are you listening? Did you hear?
Even if I long for your scent, now I know you aren’t worth a cent!
Don’t return. Let me be! I never get stung twice by the same bee!
With love Guady G. Do homophones ring bells for you.? That was an attempt at a joke.
Look at me
Don’t just glance.
Don’t just glimpse.
Really look at me!
I am here even if I cast no shadow.
It faded once the darkness crept to join me.
I remember the spectacular sunset but it never rose again.
Oh the thorns that still prick at my sides.
I know it was you that absconded with my breath taking dawn.
Now I just wander with tenebrosity searching for my glimpse of light.
But take heed when I say my kismet was not sealed the day we met!
Begone you omen of my days! May the shadows envelop you and take you where you belong! I was born to shine! Begone.
Sincerely Guady G
Don’t let anyone waste your days or steal your gleam. You are meant to shine.
I was full of hope walking the high tightrope until I lost my balance and fell. No one heard me yell out for help not even you.
I found myself hopeless and alone. I kept asking the shadow cast on the wall to pull me up. Finally I put my arm back down. It was numb just like my broken legs.
Would I just rot and my dust be taken away by the wind? Who would know I ever existed?
You? You the one that abandoned me after telling me I could fly high?
You? You the one that said you would care for me if I fell?
You? You the one that clipped my wings when I wasn’t aware?
I trusted you but I was foolish to do so.
But my fate will not be sealed by your jealousy and hatred of me.
I will muster all my inner strength and crawl on my numb broken limbs. I shall escape this mental cage you put me in. I will fly again too except this time you won’t be able to catch me for I will be free.
When someone blows you at the knees to prevent you from standing show them you can still crawl.
When they saw off your extremities to prevent you from moving show them you can still slither using your chin to propel you forwards. Keep moving!
If they remove your tongue to stop you from speaking your truths, know that you can still think your own thoughts. Keep thinking!
Even if they tell others to stop speaking your name, to forget you ever existed they will not succeed. You are unforgettable baby!
You are an amazing human being and they and they can all go . . . ..
Never let anyone dim your light! Keep shining brightly. Keep moving! The future is yours. Plan for it.
With all my love
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I thought you had truly changed. Silly me! I guess I’m deranged. You are still the same and I the fool to blame.
I hate you, I loathe you oh I still love you.
You’re an ass. You are crass. This time I think I’ll pass. I don’t need you anymore. I chose you to ignore. I will rip you from my core. There’s an entire world to explore!
So this time I will walk away. There’s nothing left to say. Tomorrow is a new day. I might be sad and perhaps a bit mad but deep inside, I am glad.
I choose to let you be engrossed in your own stupidity. One day you will see, how your life unfolds without me.
So go away! Leave me now. You don’t deserve me for you broke our vows.
Time to let go of the past and move forward. You matter! You are wonderful.
With all my love Guady G
Hugs from Brooklyn