One Day with Pride

I am alone in this world

Without my mother and father

I wish I could say it was because of some accident

But it’s because they were full of lament

I wasn’t your normal little boy as they saw it

I was a freak of some sort in their eyes

I wanted a dress to wear instead of a car to play with

But as hard as I tried I couldn’t stop being me

Why couldn’t they accept me for who I was?

Instead they abandoned me in a city park

Now I’m in the foster system it’s true

But one day they will regret they walked away

They will have nothing to say except sorry.

That day, that one day shall come

I will shine brightly with pride

Someone will love me cause I love me

And I will no longer need to hide

I am me and I will be free.

Happy Pride month. It’s time to embrace yourself even if others may not understand. Love is love. I send you hugs from Brooklyn

Sincerely Guady G

I’m Free

I was full of hope walking the high tightrope until I lost my balance and fell. No one heard me yell out for help not even you.

I found myself hopeless and alone. I kept asking the shadow cast on the wall to pull me up. Finally I put my arm back down. It was numb just like my broken legs.

Would I just rot and my dust be taken away by the wind? Who would know I ever existed?

You? You the one that abandoned me after telling me I could fly high?

You? You the one that said you would care for me if I fell?

You? You the one that clipped my wings when I wasn’t aware?

I trusted you but I was foolish to do so.

But my fate will not be sealed by your jealousy and hatred of me.

I will muster all my inner strength and crawl on my numb broken limbs. I shall escape this mental cage you put me in. I will fly again too except this time you won’t be able to catch me for I will be free.

You can still. . .

When someone blows you at the knees to prevent you from standing show them you can still crawl.

When they saw off your extremities to prevent you from moving show them you can still slither using your chin to propel you forwards. Keep moving!

If they remove your tongue to stop you from speaking your truths, know that you can still think your own thoughts. Keep thinking!

Even if they tell others to stop speaking your name, to forget you ever existed they will not succeed. You are unforgettable baby!

You are an amazing human being and they and they can all go . . . ..

Never let anyone dim your light! Keep shining brightly. Keep moving! The future is yours. Plan for it.

With all my love
Guady G

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Dedicated to . . .

Dear ___________

You are my love

My one and only

Without you in my life

I would be so lonely

Please stay

Don’t go away

Now say the above to yourself in the mirror because you should be the most loved. Don’t lose yourself to other’s ill words and actions. Stay strong my friends. Sending you good vibes and hugs from Brooklyn.

Love Guady G