Tag: Journey

Shattered but not Discarded!

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As a child I was carefree.
As a teen I was wild but still me.

In my twenties I lost my way.
It’s the truth. I have no words to say!

Then my thirties came and went.
What a waste of breathing.! A life badly spent!

I was broken and quite shattered.
I didn’t give a shit cause nothing mattered.

Who would love a shadow of who I once was?
Who would be okay with my ugly past?

Then came you into my life.
You said you saw me as your wife.

You saw past my bruises and my old needle marks.
You just loved me with all of your heart.

With you I didn’t feel shattered anymore!
Your love caressed me at my core.

You didn’t pimp me like others before.
You saw in me what I no longer saw.

I was beautiful and I was whole!
No longer broken despite the falls.

Your love came and set me free.
Thank you, thank you for loving me.

Story inspired by a patient’s story. Have a grand day.

Hugs from Brooklyn
Guady G

Epitome of man

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Epitome of man
God made you fine
I know I may not know you
But I sure wish you were mine

Epitome of man standing tall
Your shadow taking form against the wall
Being with you doesn’t seem wrong at all.

Epitome of man
Epitome of man

Come touch my hand
Come kiss me slow
Come be my man and I’ll let go.

This poem was written by me in college. Is there such a person out there? Someone perfect? We all have faults and imperfections. I think it’s more about finding someone that is perfect for us. I’m happy I’ve found that person. It’s been a journey but worth the wait.

With all my love
Guady G
Hugs from Brooklyn

Captain or Capsize

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I was lost adrift on a squall to a destination without much certainty. But now with love as my sail I can withstand anything. I am no longer afraid to navigate these waters. I will not be idle. I will take command of the helm and I will sail until I’m home.

With much love
Guady G

Pondering

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Have you ever just sat and pondered about your life? Do you wonder why all the great things keep happening to others and not you? Life isn’t fair you say. You feel alone, unnoticed and perhaps just invisible. Why is that? Has the world just dealt you a bad hand? Perhaps it’s karma from a past life.

Well no, no , no, and no. You are the most beautiful person ever. You matter! Perhaps you have blinders on. It’s time to take them off! There are people all around trying to help you and love you but you can’t see them. Open your eyes and look in the mirror.

Get to know yourself. Start to love yourself. You want to recognize those that resonate love. If you kick yourself down you just give others permission to do the same. Learn to swim. Learn to stay afloat. You don’t need to drown in the stinking shitty swamps life may throw at you. Arm yourself with self-love so other’s harpoons sharpened with hate, jealously and contempt don’t penetrate your heart. You are amazing. You deserve great things too and they are waiting for you.

It’s a journey and it takes time. Be patient and remember you only need one person to be your main cheerleader. Why not let it be you? Do you agree?

Sincerely G

Don’t Let Them

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They can take your money. They can strip you of your clothes. You will be left stranded and feeling all alone.

But one thing you must not allow is the taking over of your soul. Hold on to it with all your might. You and only you must have total control.

You matter so let that negativity scatter. Build a wall of love for yourself. Stand strong in love and admiration for yourself. Say goodbye to the leeaches and the vermin! Say I love you to yourself.

Good morning dear bloggers, thank you for reading my posts. If no one has told you this week that they love you then grab a mirror and tell yourself. Yes indeed.

Having been bullied throughout my younger years made me question my own worth but something deep within me kept me going. That was faith. Faith that tomorrow would be better. It’s a journey to go on.

It is difficult to deal with an ugly past but you must do if you want to put an end to it. You otherwise become an adult and keep hearing the harsh words in your head that you are ugly and that no one loves you. It is time to stop rewinding and replaying the pain. Start recording and playing self-love. Meditation, self help books, great friends and therapy does help.

With much love
Guady G

PS. I love you.

Dear Hater

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Go ahead and walk away! I don’t care for what you have to say. I am beautiful and I am great! I am done with all your hate!

Your cruel words slide to the floor. They no longer hurt me at my core. I’m not a minus. I am a plus!

You stupid mirror I’m walking away. No more self-criticism for today!

How many times do we feel pain caused by own self loathing? Nothing hurts more than not liking who you see in the mirror. It takes a lot of self introspection to get to the point where you are excited about yourself.

Having been a victim of bullying may make it more difficult. Having had parents that constantly criticized and used demeaning words certainly can take a toll on one’s soul as well.

So how do you get to that point? Meditation helps. Motivational videos/books also help. Psychotherapy helps explore your mind with the guidance of a trained individual. There are varying schools of thought so if one doesn’t work out then try another. You are worth it! You matter!

It also takes practice so go ahead and look in the mirror and tell yourself “I love you! You matter!”

With much love I send you good vibes and many hugs from Brooklyn.

Namaste
Guady G

Morning Thought

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Lost in thought
Thoughts of you
Yes I’m caught
You’re the glue
Crazy Glue kind
Not your Elmer’s Glue find
Baby, I’m so stuck on you
And you without a clue

Good morning my beautiful people. I give thanks for all the great things in my life. I love writing and appreciate this website because it lets me share with the world my writing. I appreciate all of you who read my content. It means a lot. May you all have a blessed day. Thank you Universe for another day. Namaste

Guady G. Muah.