Today was such a trying day.
I wish I had your strong arms to fall into at the end of it all
In your arms I was safe
In your arms I was loved
In your arms I always wanted to stay
But sadly you went away
Sharing that special moment has exalted me to jubilee!
What I wouldn’t do for another glimpse of thee!
Ah, my precious loving one
Your mouth says one thing yet your lips
Your lips with their gentle kisses express something yet more wondrous!
To be held again by thee
Oh Yes! Oh Yes! Yes! Yes!
Is something I desire so ardently!
To deny myself is to place myself in bitter woe.
Alas my sweet tough one…
Speak! What says thee to me?
Don’t ever let anymore destroy your passion for loving. Keep living. Keep loving. The person worthy of it all shall arrive. Keep the faith. It’s a journey. Namaste my pretty people.
Hugs from Brooklyn always.
If only I could tell you what I’ve been through. It’s been difficult not sharing all that makes me happy with you. Sometimes late at night when I turn to my side I’m shaken with fright. You used to be there to keep me safe. You were my home and now I just wander. I just roam!
Love Guady G
I don’t know what else to do!
I can’t fight the urge to kiss your sweet mouth any longer.
Thinking about you drives me so crazy!
But I will remain calm for what I desire is your soul.
Every night I dream about you being beside me. I dream about the day when my heart is no longer feeling alone and ignored.
I will pray for the day when you to take notice of me.
And when you ask me to be yours my answer shall be yes.
With much love
Hugs from Brooklyn.
Ya no se que hacer!
Ya no puedo padecer estas ganas de besar tu dulce boca.
Pensando en ti me vuelve ay tan loca!
Pero mantendré la calma porque lo que anhelo es tu alma.
Cada noche sueño contigo a mi lado, mi corazón nunca mas aislado.
Rezaré que un día tomes cuenta de mi y cuando me pidas ser tuya diré que si.
Con mucho cariño
Abrazos de Brooklyn
Standing at the door not knowing whether to stay or go. I loved you once but now I just don’t know. Sometimes I want to walk out but I stop and think of all we’ve been through. The laughter echoes while tears fall upon my face. I can’t shake the pain. Now there’s only disdain.
Should I assuage myself by pretending it never occurred? Could I remain at bay when your gusts of inconsistencies bludgeoned my hull and my rudders? I’m so lost I shudder.
Yet here I stand with each foot juxtaposed before the door. I long for peace and happiness that comes from being apart. I’m frightened to go and frightened to stay. Is it possible any other way? Is it?
When I’m in a slumber I dream of running outside and bursting into laughter. That would bring me great joy. Do I dare do it? Is this a game? Am I the toy? What to employ?
I realize I must make a choice to leave or stay. This causes such dismay! I have been yelling for you to go but it is I that must decide. The more I knew you the less I knew myself! My soul has left and I must follow.
Hugs from Brooklyn
I am happy to state that my divorce was amicable. I love his new wife and son. My ex-mother-in-law never stopped loving me. We always kept in contact and despite having advanced Alzheimers she would sometimes share lucid moments with me. She recently passed on and I miss her. My ex-father in law always would call to check on me. He was such a funny guy and he passed on various years before his wife. I will write a blog just about them in the future.
Key message is be happy.