Note to my past life lover

You can walk out of my life but you can’t walk out of my memories for they are embedded in my genetic makeup.

I know it’s you but you have no memory or else you would not have walked away.

Perhaps in the next lifetime you will remember who I truly am—-yours.

Love
Guady

Aspie my love

If non verbal autism is silent
You must become silent
You must listen with your heart
Only then can you hear them speak

With much love
Guady G

This is dedicated to my ex-boyfriend who had Asperger  Syndrome which is on the high end of the autism spectrum.  He always wanted to be more of a neurotypical man which means more like a man not on the spectrum at all.  He felt there was something wrong with him. I felt he was just grand.

There is nothing better than being with someone who is super intelligent, super gentle and respectful. Raw honesty was actually healing. He embodied the innocence of a child with the wisdom of an old man. His hugs and kisses were few but always sincere.

Although exhausted from a week’s work he always met me because he said he loved my company. He would sometimes fall asleep mid sentence from exhaustion and awake to say he could go home but preferred to rest by my side.

It ended because he was younger than I and wanted children I could no longer provide. Thanks to the lessons I learned being with him he is now my higher standard for a relationship.  I want an honest, true loving, gentle, intelligent and loyal man. I will no longer accept any less.

Namaste
Guady G

Forgotten memory or just deja vu?

You try to hypnotize me with your words
You try to compel me with your touch
You forgot but I need you to remember
I have always been
Where I always was
Here
Patiently
Waiting
Anticipating
The love
You once gave.

Thank you for reading my blog. I sincerely appreciate it. If you enjoy reading feel free to comment, like and share. Have a fantastic weekend. 

Love always
Guady G
Hugs from Brooklyn

Sixth Sense


When words fall upon deaf ears does it make them expunged?
When a mute utters but a sound did he not mean to say a word?
When you see me and you close your eyes did I truly disappear?

I know you can see me, hear me, and smell me.
I know you fear waking up all your five senses.
Be not afraid of that which you do not know!

Seize the moment! Heck seize the day!
You can touch me. It’s quite okay!

Should you savor me?
Yes you may!

Have a blessed weekend
Love Guady G

Why fear the ocean?

The Ocean

So mysterious
So forceful
In nature

I’m enticed to enter but afraid.
Will I float?
Will I drown?
Will it take me back to shore?
To lands I’ll never get to explore?

Alone
Afraid
In my bed

You the ocean
Come forth and moisten my feet!

I’m ready
Not scared

Love you
Ocean

With love
Guady G

Only In The Night

Every dawn that enters I get so sad. Every night that leaves me I get so mad.

Everyday I crave for the night for I no longer fear your sight.

I miss the numbness on my thighs as you gently overtake me with your essence. Inch by inch you envelop me and let me know you are present.

You pleasure me! You levitate me!
Yes! Yes!

I can sense you in the deepest corners of my being. So endearing!

My breath becomes more rapid as you whisper in my ear. There’s no fear. You’re here!

My soul soars with yours to other realms, to other dimensions. I now live for those sessions.

Everynight to you I will succumb. It’s a dream I never want to wake from.

You are the sleep I want to always start. It was you my love who had to depart.

This earth treated you so badly. The plane, the crash and you left me so sadly, so abruptly.

Only in the night can you return to pleasure me, and to love me.

You’re no longer in flesh yet you remain so faithful and for that I shall always be grateful.

Namaste
Guady G

Dear past life lover

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I saw you and sensed it had to be you.
Your look quite different but your soul still imbues.

I long for the closeness I know we’ve shared.
We just met so I know you’re scared.

You don’t remember me but I’m not done
For I long for our bodies to be meshed as one.

If I hug you I’ll never stop
If I kiss you it’ll be over the top

I know in your body our memories lie dormant
I know in your heart also lies some remnant

Of us being a pair,
Of all the love we did share.

So please don’t walk away just yet.
We aren’t strangers although we just met.

So hug me, kiss me, then take me!
I want to awaken in you our memory.

Have you ever met someone and felt like you already knew them? Have you ever kissed someone for the first time yet it felt so familiar? Their loudness doesn’t bother you and neither does their silence. You are not with them yet you feel calm because their presence is felt wherever you go. It is a grand feeling indeed.  Has this ever happened to you?

Namaste
Guady G