Why does my journey to the pinnacle have the cynics and the narcissists aiming to maim me and leave me on a gurney?
I know they think I will give up or just die but I am no longer that hopeless caterpillar for now I am an optimistic butterfly!
With all my love
I send you hugs from Brooklyn.
I was full of hope walking the high tightrope until I lost my balance and fell. No one heard me yell out for help not even you.
I found myself hopeless and alone. I kept asking the shadow cast on the wall to pull me up. Finally I put my arm back down. It was numb just like my broken legs.
Would I just rot and my dust be taken away by the wind? Who would know I ever existed?
You? You the one that abandoned me after telling me I could fly high?
You? You the one that said you would care for me if I fell?
You? You the one that clipped my wings when I wasn’t aware?
I trusted you but I was foolish to do so.
But my fate will not be sealed by your jealousy and hatred of me.
I will muster all my inner strength and crawl on my numb broken limbs. I shall escape this mental cage you put me in. I will fly again too except this time you won’t be able to catch me for I will be free.
It’s the New Year and maybe it’s time for a New You.
But what if you have no clue?
What if you feel lost, and don’t know what to do?
What if you don’t know who you are?
Can you really get that far?
I say it’s time to do some introspection.
And to do it without hesitation.
It’s time to meditate and stop self-hate.
You need to seek guidance and not avoidance.
Get ready to embrace your life in its totality.
Because in 2021 true happiness can be your reality.
Hugs from Brooklyn
I get to call you that because you were always full of excuses. You left without an explanation. You have proven to be nothing but a mere example of a true coward.
Sorry but you don’t get any more chances to exonerate yourself. You will remain in eternal expulsion from my life!
XOXO to myself from now on.
Why no Sin? Hmm. Thoughts?
Thank you for reading my blog posts. Have a beautiful day. Stay safe. Hugs from Brooklyn.
I thought you had truly changed. Silly me! I guess I’m deranged. You are still the same and I the fool to blame.
I hate you, I loathe you oh I still love you.
You’re an ass. You are crass. This time I think I’ll pass. I don’t need you anymore. I chose you to ignore. I will rip you from my core. There’s an entire world to explore!
So this time I will walk away. There’s nothing left to say. Tomorrow is a new day. I might be sad and perhaps a bit mad but deep inside, I am glad.
I choose to let you be engrossed in your own stupidity. One day you will see, how your life unfolds without me.
So go away! Leave me now. You don’t deserve me for you broke our vows.
Time to let go of the past and move forward. You matter! You are wonderful.
With all my love Guady G
Hugs from Brooklyn