Why am I shedding so much hair?

It’s approaching that dreaded hour.
That hour you know it’s time to take a shower

You have prolonged it long enough
You don’t want to but know you must.

But what is all your worrying about?
It’s about your hair falling out.

You are full of so much despair
Because you just keep losing your hair

You feel horrid when you look at the drain. You grab the hair with angst and pain

You shout “What the heck is this about? Why the $&@/ is my hair falling out?”

You go see the doctor and he says “it’s just stress. Nothing to worry about!” Everyone is going through the same thing due to Covid 19 stress. Losing jobs, getting sick, and losing loved ones causes stress. Anxiety and depression are stresses that make you lose tresses.

What you don’t understand is why from the top of your head? Why not from your axilla or legs instead? He mentioned telogen effluvium as the diagnosis. You felt relieved to hear of the prognosis. Your hair will grow again. Amen.

You promise to become more stress free. You remember and say to yourself “Hair or no hair I am still me. ”

Love you all and I’m not lying at all. Is your hair falling out too? What are you doing to de-stress? Stay strong. If you would like to check a nice video about this topic see below.

https://youtu.be/16CeP1hP3NM

Hugs from Brooklyn.
Guady G

Feeling So Lost

Staring out the window feeling so lost

Feeling insignificant and quite distraught

Every effort I put forth is just so futile

Why is my life always so brutal?

It’s a kaleidoscope of fears and frustrations

Perhaps I’ll try meditation

But the darkness calls out to me by name

I only have myself to blame

As you probably realized I’m depressed right now

But I will beat this! I will somehow!

I want to live my life happily.

I want to love all that is me.

I love you guys. Hugs from Brooklyn
Guady G

Call someone you know today. We all could benefit from some cheer. As the Swedish proverb states sorrow shared is half the sorrow but happiness shared is doubled.

Love you all. Muah.

Lost in Thoughts


Sitting on this moving train with many ideas brewing in my brain.

My jeans feeling tight after so much eating last night.

It’s the day after Thanksgiving and I’m not feeling so right. So many ideas yet I’ve got nothing to write.

People coming in and others going out. Everyone looks so sad. I know what that’s about. Continue reading “Lost in Thoughts”

Dedicated to . . .

Dear ___________

You are my love

My one and only

Without you in my life

I would be so lonely

Please stay

Don’t go away

Now say the above to yourself in the mirror because you should be the most loved. Don’t lose yourself to other’s ill words and actions. Stay strong my friends. Sending you good vibes and hugs from Brooklyn.

Love Guady G

Pride is all it takes.

I am me

That’s all I can be

Stop trying to change me to something I’m not

I am your child but I guess you forgot

Why is it that I’m not good enough for you?

Why can’t you just love me after all I do?

You dont care! It’s not fair!

I can only be who I am

Even if you don’t give a damn!

Hugs from Brooklyn
Guady G